A poignant weekend

We are on our way to my aunts funeral. I'm sad. We have had a fantastic time with my family. Dinner at the drive in with Howard and Gayla. Lunch with my adorable girls, my brother and Al, Leah and her cute cute girls, and my parents. The girls, Steve and Ben played some racquetball at the exact place where Steve and I met. Steve is undefeated - still. Christmas shopping, dinner with another brother, Fiauna, Mindy and my sister and husband. It was so much fun! Sitting at the yummy restaurant and just chatting for a couple of hours! Pure heaven! Board games - giggles, laughing till i cried!! Watching an AWESOme basketball game where byu lost to usu YES !!! Yummy food! Oh boy!
I'm not ready for a funeral, not ready to say goodbye. Not ready.